Right, so today's New Years Eve, or NYE!!!!!!!!!111!!!!11. So I best use the last day of 2009 to exclaim how shit it was to me. I thought 2009 was my best friend, I moved out into a house with one of my best friends, who I'd met only 2 weeks before?! I discovered I am awesome at bar work ( not like it's hard to do right?..you would be suprised). I got into Uni!! which is by far the best thing that could have happened for me, otherwise I'd be in a gutter right now drinking flood water. I also gain a best friend, who I have no recollection of meeting, and hae no idea to this day how in hell we became best friends, but hey we are woop.
But 2009 is also the year that took the only 2 beings on this planet that I can truely say had my total unconditional love, and I had theirs. My original best friends, the ones I used to rush home to see, and would always be happy to see me, well, unless the older one was tired. One died of old age, the other of heartbreak, they were together 10 years, and they did everything together, yeah, by now you've probably either guessed that I'm talking about my dogs, or you're sat screaming at me, or just merely muttering under your breath.
My dogs, although only dogs, were part of my family, they were damn near better than family. And no extent of an "awesome" year will ever overturn the loss I am feeling right now, to say that my best friends in the world are never going to come round the corner and jump on me ever again, it's a heartbreak I wish to never feel ever again.
